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俺の友達は、またあれを言った、「どれぐらい闇が深くても、その中には必ず光がある」ってさ。俺にとっては嫌ほど聞き飽きたものだけどな。やつの言うとおりだが、あまり納得できないな。今度、俺の心は多分、別の次元に行った気がする、いや、別の所かな。それは「無」という所だ。そこには、闇がない、光でもない場所だぜ。だって、無なんだから。何もない、あるのは無しだ。闇でもない、光でもない、そこで感じるものは一つ、虚無。そう、だから今の俺はもう、あの二つの次元に行くことはもない。感じた気持ちはそれ以上違うから。自我を取り戻すことは、とっても難しいことであるのが分かってるから。許せ、もう俺ではない俺、許せ、俺とめぐり合った全ての人。受けよう、新たなる俺、受けよう、俺の周りの全ての皆。

そうだ、いい機会だから。確かに、光の中では闇がある。例をすれば、お前たちの影だ。たが、闇の中では光が必ず存在しているわけじゃない。真っ暗の中で、お前、何が見える？

My friend said that again, " Not matter how deep the darkness is, there still be have light inside it. " Though there is the thing that I have heard enough of it. Just like what he said, but I am not agree with it. And this time, I think my heart went to a different dimension, no, maybe it is different place. That called "Nothing". This is a place which do not have light and darkness. It is because, nothing. Nothing at there, what there have was nothing. What you feel is not light, darkness but only one, nihil(nothingness). That is right, now I will not go to the other two places again, because what I felt was beyond that. Because I know that it is a hard job to become ownself back. Forgive me, the myself was not myself, forgive me, everyone I were met. Accept it, the new myself, accept it, everyone around me.

Oh ya, it is a good chance to said this. It is true that inside the light, there will be darkness. Take an example, the shadow of ourselves. But, inside the darkness, there is not always have light inside it. Inside a dark room, what do you see?